A question for the ladies of all ages....?

oh please dont do it. i have a quite interesting but relevant story. i am a 19 yr old girl and i have never had a natural period. reason?? my pituitary gland is malformed and for some reason just wont produce it at all. (i wondered why i never had any ) i do look like a girl, but i just never had a period. well the doctors put me on a very high dose of birth control which is basically just estrogen and man was my life ruined. i gained about 25 pounds, had terrible nausea and awful migraines that prevented me from going to school on a regular basis. i was mean as a snake and everyone was scared of me. sound like the person that you want to be? then do it. otherwise let nature do its thing. i watched my mom go through it and it's really not bad.